You know what they say; "when life gives you lemons..."
I have cancer. Well, truth be told, I have a history of three cancers: Stage 0 Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia (still have it, but it's on the back burner), Melanoma in Situ (resolved), and Stage 3b Merkel Cell Carcinoma (acute, in treatment).
I'm being very well cared for by doctors, nurses, pharmacists, and social workers.
I have amazingly supportive friends and family who look out after me, many are cancer survivors. And, I'm taking care of myself: diet, walks, naps (a lot of naps), sunshine (sunscreen PF 50 at least), paddle boarding and bicycling when I can (not enough), and Qigong.
Yes, there are days when I'm incapacitated by fatigue. And yes, I have my "sad panda" days and think "this is too hard."
A very dear Oncology Social Worker named Brendan called me out of the blue one day. We talked, he invited me to join a cancer patient support group. Game changer.
The first meeting I attended, we all were given a sheet of paper with scribbly lines and a set of water colors to share with our neighbor. We started on our art project. I noticed a shift with other group members who had come in with bad news, or unexplained aches and pains. Having cancer, any new sensation, bodily function, a pimple can set off the red alert button. It seemed to me that two people in the group were having "sad panda" days.
As we carried on painting, I saw "sad pandas" begin to interact freely, smile, laugh. Their eyes began to shine. Their voices began to sing.
This "sad panda" went to my next meeting yesterday. I was fatigued and foggy headed because of treatments. I mentioned my observations of painting day. We had all changed our focus from our aches, pains, pimples, new diagnoses, to our paintings. Black scribbly lines turned into stained glass windows, the sun shining brightly through the panes.
Yesterday Brendan gave us handouts to read about coping with cancer. "Taking care of your emotional well-being."
- Keep your mind active.
- Have some quiet time.
- Get physical.
- Stay connected.
- Get some fresh air.
- Write in a journal.
- Start a new hobby.
- Speak with a professional.
https://www.ons.org/publications-research/voice/news-views/07-2020/what-evidence-says-about-qigong-patients-cancer
I’ve attached a link to another blog post: Qigong Practices for Cancer Patients which paints a picture of what a practice may look like. Practice videos will be attached to that page.
During my cancer journey I've found resonance in four verbs:
Heal, Restore, Strengthen, Enliven.
- I look to the sun, the moon, the planets and the stars to heal.
- I look to the tree tops and clouds to dream and restore.
- I look to the earth and metals to ground and strengthen.
- I look to the mysterious depths, and to the movement of water to enliven.
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